novelty

gosh, i've never been so busybody before!
the past two weeks have been a mad rushing around, packing, sorting, prioritizing, meeting deadlines, flying by the seat of my pants...but i feel so darn brand new!

our family finally moved out! it was the house my mom fell in love with from the beginning of her 2 year search but couldn't get her hands on. she watched it like a hawk for the past year and finally grabbed it up like a vulture. bravo mother, bravo.

although... i feel weird living in a house with stairs. growing up i always associated skinny people with two story houses. i attributed their thin legs and thighs to their going up and down the stairs everyday. but now i realize that stairs are a pain in the behind and not a form of exercise at all! i'm so dehydrated that my lips are cracking! and i'm dehydrated because the kitchen is just tooo far away to get a glass of water from!!!
*note to self: buy mini-fridge.


everything feels very homey and familyy and fun. i pretend i'm annoyed at my family calling me up on the intercom just to get me up and tease me.. but i really love it inside. hehe

anyways...for those of you that know and care: NY was a spontaneous trip that turned into a whirlwind of fun. very unexpectedly... enough so that we paid for a second ticket to stay a couple more days basking in the excitement of the city. i can't imagine not going back. in fact, i want spend the rest of my youth living there.. while i still have the chance!!


in conclusion:
1. come on over.. come on over baby~
2. let's go on over to NY soon.

starve a vampire!

it turns out i haven't given blood to the Red Cross since 2003?? I remember now the last time I tried to give blood, it was in 2006 and I was denied because of my low iron.

Today I was very excited to give a bag and then it turns out I still have low iron... this explains many things~ Like how I'm always sleepy and feeling tired, which would explain why I nap so much during the day and still sleep well at night.

I hate how they always call my house though... at first I used to pick up because I was scared that they were calling to tell me that I had some weird blood disease that I picked up from a toilet seat.... then I realized their desperation for donors.

Did you know less than 2% of Americans donate blood??? that's pretty sad for a country full of fatties. we're seriously walking blood bags!! i bet people in korea couldn't give blood even if they wanted to because they can't satisfy the weight and iron requirement. and there's always a constant demand, says Red Cross.

My new goal is to give blood twice a year. and be healthy enough to do it! vitamins and total cereal, get in me belly!

Starve a vampire! Donate blood!

Super Lovely People

my newest theory is that the Human Communication Disorders (SLP) major is the new hot girl major. not only are all of my classes 99% female, but about 95% of those females are currently super young betrothed or older women with teens. the speech language clinic that i volunteer at has an all female staff of 6 women (all sporting bling bling diamond ring rings). not counting, the young male secretary...

anyways... i thought about why there could be such an influx of engagements going on lately. i think during depressing times people want something lovely to hold onto in the future so they make promises like that. but in terms of the people who choose speech language pathology as a major, they are just attractive in general. they genuinely want to help others live better lives, have a gift for communication, and naturally get along with others. having good looks is just a plus. how can you NOT be engaged with a plate of characteristics like that???

oh wait... people like me are the exception, not the rule....
=(

please be my 1 out of 10...

"Men's ministry leader Pat Morley reports that: for every 10 men in your church, 9 will have kids who leave the church, 8 will not find their jobs satisfying, 6 pay the month minimum on their credit cards, 5 have a major problem with pornography, 4 will get divorced, and only one has a biblical worldview."


that 1 paragraph from fusion bible study upped my life ante.
i now have some serious standards to enforce...

Job 6:11

What is my strength, that I should wait?
And what is my end, that I should be patient?

poor Job :(

shhh!

its true. i don't follow the rules. i eat and drink in the library to my heart's content and even take short cat naps. but that can't be nearly as bad as the people who sit in the study desks and have full on 40 minute phone conversations!!! i thought the library was supposed to be a place silent enough to hear the inverted farts of fellow studiers....!

nobody follows the societal norms anymore...for that, we need a return of the old nanny-granny-sweater-wearing-gray-haired-tortoise-shelled-glasses-wearing-bitter-hag-nun librarin!!!

screw you increasing technology and decreasing common decency!!!

die evil~!

it is my understanding that all cute things are evil.
they know they are cute.
and they use their cuteness to get away with the worst things.
(like pooing in the same spot on the carpet everyday for you to step in)
(or ripping up feminine things - of the used nature....)
(or spitting up on the shoulder of your favorite sweater)
(or smile..... like, good gawwwd!)

poo. rip. poo. spit. do cute thing so you forget about the... poo. rip. spit. make you feel bad about yourself... pee. poo. rip. spit... manipulate you with their charms..... spit. poo. pee. rip your heart out.... poo. pee. diarrhea. rip. gently sleep on your foot.... poo. spit. ruin my life...


babies are evil.
puppies are evil.
cute guys/girls are completely satan sent.

i hate them all.
get them away from me!!!!!!




"my frickin dog ate my frickin homework"

cool stuff.

would you....


be brave enough?
it seems kinda liberating... no?




artistic statement of the century.



does that mean my dung will end up on someone's roof?
cuz that's awesome.

people should be afraid of visiting my future home
because i swear its gonna be full of crazy weird stuff like that~!

harmonics

The sounds that come from within our larynx are a result of a complete adapting, changing, compromising harmony reached by both our vocal chords and the tube from which the air blows through.

resonance happens when a driving force (vocal folds) matches frequencies with a driven system (vocal tract). if the natural characteristics of the driving force coincide with the driven system, a big response results. and of course, the goal of the voice is to create the greatest possible response from the matching up of both.

therefore, what does the the driven system do? the muscles change the vocal tract so that the natural frequencies can better coincide with the frequencies of the vocal folds, and vice versa.

harmony requires sacrifice and compromise. not to mention a going beyond what is thought as enough. but, oh what beautiful melodies and sounds our human parts can make!!


..... the fundamentals of a successful relationship are pretty much like that of a successful scream.

wisdom

ecclesiastes 7:

8 Better is the end of a thing than its beginning,
and the patient in spirit is better than the proud in spirit.
9 Be not quick in your spirit to become angry,
for anger lodges in the bosom of fools.
10 Say not, “Why were the former days better than these?”
For it is not from wisdom that you ask this.

amen.

apple

yes. it is true.
i am so very PC. (practical and concise)
i am so very not a "mac". (money absent consumer..?)
i am very un-trendy.
i am very anti-hipster.
i yam what i yam.
but, i will not let the name brand of a computer keep me from what i am most, which is frugal. i decided that i will try and be more open minded this time around. (except acer. i will not buy acer.)

therefore, i will buy whatever will give me the most BANG for my BUCK. cuz my bucks be short like my legs. so if that turns out to be an aluminum fruit with black keys... so be it!! do not judge me for the choices that bring me personal gain!

설래임

it's my new puppy Ooyoo's first night sleeping over at my house.
i hope she doesn't feel lonely. i hope she doesn't cry!
in case you never met her....


oh, hello bloggers!



milk cuddle bunny.



우유 on her milk cushion. (that was purely coincidence.)



is it just me, or do i look like cross eyed CL here?


question for dog owners: how do i get her to love me?? is it canine nature for dogs to just love their owners unconditionally? crossing my fingers....

i think that starting a relationship with a puppy is like dating. i feel like i shouldn't give her too much attention or she will resent it/take it for granted. but then again, i should give her enough love so she knows that i care about her. loving, but not smothering?? should i even be plotting mind games with a dog??? i just want us to be friends already!! but i should definitely take it slow so as not to scare her off. right? but she's just so cute sometimes! ...oh dear, i'm so bad at these things!!

oh! my sneeze just scared her~
hehe

stale

"Because starting fresh means something else is ending stale..."

i've always been a fan of happy endings. even if it takes a lot of unhappy beginnings to get there. for instance, today marks the end of my summer commitment to alpha. i am very happy about that.

i've never been a fan of happy beginnings because that just guarantees an unhappy end to the happiness previously felt. or else, why would it have to end???

therefore, let us all accept that the only true happiness that will never end can only be found in heaven.

cool

today:
called me when you woke up. check.
spaghetti and egg salad for breakfast. check.
share our separate weekend dramas. check.
pushing daisies season 2 dvd. check.
google lee pace. check.... =)
play with mouse. check.
eat sweet potatoes in bed. check.
watch lisa ling and the korean chick return home. check.
frozen costco pizza for dinner. check.
speed walk to the park. check.
drink lemon gatorade. check.
bother mom for 20 bucks so we can....
go to NRB. check.
spend 1.5 hours there. just the 2 of us. check.
scrathy hoarse voice. check.
walk to mcdonalds for cones and fries. check.
order french fries a second time. check.
this time freshly fried and more deliciouser. check.
talk about new harry potter movie for 1 hour. check.
go home defeated. check.
go straight to gchat to talk again. check.

are we the coolest people ever?
definitely.
yes. check.

b.b. <3

Forever I'm your girl
Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need...
banana bay

humane lee

in our little house,
lives a little mouse.
smaller than my pets,
wild-eyed my mother gets.
"go buy the sticky pads
the 99 cent store has!!!"
but it seems a bit insane
and deceitfully inhumane.
therefore i shall proclaim
a homemade trap will gain
a new pet mouse for jane!
(f.y.i. my name is not jane)

it feels kind of weird and wrong to catch these wild mice with sticky traps... so i have decided to try and catch them the humane trap way. my mom won't let me keep them as pets though. she suspects the wild mice have diseases and fleases. for the sake of my healthy pet mice, i must concur...

when i think about it, this mouse business reminds me of birth and providence. just like us, the family you are born into determines who you are. life is harsh and unfair for the mouse who is born to lowly serf mice parents to live a dirty, scoundrel life and die a sad sticky death. those lucky ones born within the confines of a petco cage have the potential to live as kings....but then again, my mice are harvested to be food for pet snakes... so i guess just being born a mouse sucks.

b/c i'm a girl~

i want to start a sewing club...
so we can make delightful aprons...
that will inspire us to cook!!



and then we can discuss our recipes...
while sipping tea in our pastel heels!

... when did i become so gaygirl??
..idk!

of importance

i feel happy when my mom leaves little notes for me on the fridge. although she's only done it about 2 times in my life, it makes me feel like she cares..... that, or she ran off early in the morning to the hot springs where her cell phone doesn't work and she's afraid my stupid azz will forget to feed the grandmas!

strings attached

i will:
1. do my daily cuties.
2. write down sunday sermons.
3. exercise. (my mice).
4. pray for those on missions.
5. calorie counter. every meal.
6. finish a book before checking out another.

i will not:
1. go shopping for clothes.
2. check fb daily.
3. think mean thoughts.
4. say mean thoughts.
5. eat fried foods.....
6. let myself make excuses!

and i liked it

today, i ate a raw pepper dipped in 쌈장.
today, i became an adult.
officially~