tiger

there is something so simple and straightforward, yet so complicated about shoes. everything about them has to be just right. 

through an offer i couldn't refuse, i tried the shoes on. they felt very comfortable, with all the padding at the bottom and on the arch. the size felt right. i was satisfied with the color and sleek charm of the shoe. i knew it was my first pair of onitsuka's so i couldn't completely trust them, but i had hope for them. exciting...

the first time i walked 30 blocks in the shoes, they felt good. however, when i got home, i realized that the front of the shoes just didn't seem right (but i didn't want to admit it to myself). my big toes kind of hurt from being confined and suppressed. however, i believed i could stretch that part out with more wear, more love, more effort. 

as i continued to wear the shoes, i became deeply disappointed. i realized that it is an intrinsic part of the shoe that won't change. i either have to stop wearing them, wear them only in short periods, or just accept the pain (as i do with heels). but i don't think sneakers should ever be uncomfortable.... that is THE definition and purpose of sneakers! i shouldn't have to compromise and tell myself it is acceptable. there are other shoes that are much better for me and my big fat toe!