January 23, 2012

hope deferred?

i used to think that by the year of the Dragon (2012), i would have born my first son. of course that means i would have been married in 2010, year of the tiger. 

ah, tiger & dragon, powerful and magical creatures for a powerful family and a magical life...

but alas, it was not in the stars - or God's plans for me.

and here i am, in the greatest city in the world. 26 (soon to be 27) and single. yet oddly, very satisfied and happy.

Lord, you are wise! i am content exactly where i am; with what i am. i cannot imagine a life right now with a husband and son!!! for i am still a child myself~

good-bye Year of the Rabbit (mistakes and hasty decisions)!
welcome Year of the Dragon (wisdom, strength, and fearlessness)!!!


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